Let them weep for themselves on the frozen ground. They have fallen and are afraid of their shadows, of the color they will lose when the cold dissipates.
Some move a bit north, but they're apples and they don't have legs. They're fruit, and live for no such thing as escaping. Unless sinking
is an escape. Unless hissing and collapsing into rot is an escape. Our skin is a memory of dirt and wants the dirt's company.Or to move closer
to the sound falling makes. If you can hear the snow sitting on the ground, you can hear the thoughts of apples. Discarded apples surprised by their luck, coming back
outside, like prisoners finally, at the end of their life, set free, told, Go. You have served your sentence. And in those years in dark, confined space, dreaming of light, of air across
their sour brows, they've forgotten how to move a few steps beyond their confinement, as if a wall were an ocean and they don't know how to swim, and don't know how to try
or how to want to learn something new. They stand like they did at the end of dreams of flight. They are not running, but exhaustion inflates their failing skin
that conceals the rot beneath. On this frozen ground there's no stink yet. So they can linger a little longer. Until the sun comes out and someone will move them
into the thick brush at the edge of the forest, or cover them. Until then, listen to the shapes their shoulders make, the expand and collapse, their life, which has
become their waiting and forgetting is a crime greater than any they committed. It is a crime of the living. That guilt follows us into the grave.
The Crimes of Fallen Apples
ReplyDeleteLet them weep for themselves on the frozen ground.
They have fallen and are afraid of their shadows,
of the color they will lose when the cold dissipates.
Some move a bit north, but they're apples
and they don't have legs. They're fruit, and live
for no such thing as escaping. Unless sinking
is an escape. Unless hissing and collapsing into rot
is an escape. Our skin is a memory of dirt
and wants the dirt's company.Or to move closer
to the sound falling makes. If you can hear the snow
sitting on the ground, you can hear the thoughts of apples.
Discarded apples surprised by their luck, coming back
outside, like prisoners finally, at the end of their life, set free,
told, Go. You have served your sentence. And in those years
in dark, confined space, dreaming of light, of air across
their sour brows, they've forgotten how to move a few steps
beyond their confinement, as if a wall were an ocean
and they don't know how to swim, and don't know how to try
or how to want to learn something new. They stand
like they did at the end of dreams of flight. They are
not running, but exhaustion inflates their failing skin
that conceals the rot beneath. On this frozen ground
there's no stink yet. So they can linger a little longer.
Until the sun comes out and someone will move them
into the thick brush at the edge of the forest, or cover
them. Until then, listen to the shapes their shoulders
make, the expand and collapse, their life, which has
become their waiting and forgetting is a crime
greater than any they committed. It is a crime
of the living. That guilt follows us into the grave.